HOW MUCH CAN YOU TAKE?

113

2010-08-26T19:22:00.005-05:00

the SUMMER OF RUM has just about come to an end, only to be replaced by 25 hours a week of making coffee and sparsely playing shows around minneapolis

112

2010-04-12T03:49:00.002-05:00

i never thought these would feel like memories

111

2010-03-31T01:22:00.000-05:00

110

2010-03-10T01:03:00.008-06:00

welcome to the psychic school of dream actualization!

109

2010-01-04T01:37:00.006-06:00

installation of senior show, "kids in america", december 4th through the 13th, 2009

108

2009-12-12T03:11:00.002-06:00

i am officially a graduate of the minneapolis college of art and design
things are weird not bad just weird i guess

107

2009-11-28T10:05:00.006-06:00

the books are almost done at the bindery, prints are being finished up, mounting hopefully begins and ends tuesday, frames are being assembled

13 days, 8 hours, 17 minutes

106

2009-11-10T11:44:00.006-06:00

the joys of being sick

fevers!

gross tea!

feeling deceivingly better!

inhalers!
(& a night in the safety of a mother & father's home)

thanks bronchitis!

105

2009-11-01T22:19:00.003-06:00

some senior project work / photographs from tour

here i come, december 11th

104

2009-10-16T01:20:00.004-05:00

01. okay, majorly crushin (duh what's new?)
02. trying to really get myself into things and make work make work make work
03. counting days, counting hours
04. recent flare-up of the shopping addiction i am trying to shake
05. catching up, trying to remember, not wanting to forget
06. wishing i hadn't hated arizona so much
07. making lists of things i should do but never will do
08. laying in bed with the cat, sleeping in too late
09. being a hypochondriac (as usual)

103

2009-10-02T01:01:00.000-05:00

102

2009-09-28T00:54:00.000-05:00

101

2009-09-14T19:39:00.004-05:00

RIP JOHNNY CASTLE LUV U FOREVER
NOBODY PUTS P.S. IN THE CORNER

100

2009-08-12T00:05:00.007-05:00

weird night, building my goth dream, thinking about cleaning up around here since my ceiling is slowly crumbling into my bedroom, making a latch-hook cat pillow, waiting and waiting and waiting always

big dreams you guys

1 stretch black snakeskin
2 black crushed velvet
3 thick black elastic
4 layered organza
5 lace, always

also tonight i made/ate an awesome homemade tomato, avocado, & cheese omelette

099

2009-07-25T23:31:00.004-05:00

currently in a suburb of seattle at max's parent's house nearing the end of 21 days of tour. this is all i have right now.

plus 18 rolls of exposed film, 8 more waiting to be shot, various things i need to remember in order to make a detailed account of all of this when i get home and can actually stop to think for a minute.

098

2009-05-01T14:13:00.002-05:00

went to duluth with amalia back in january

097

2009-04-27T01:04:00.007-05:00

a few of this week's scans
(also try to find the cat!)

096

2009-04-26T19:35:00.003-05:00

recently
→ kitten forever is recording for our 7" in 4 days and i still have to write lyrics to three songs, which is terrifying because all i can think about is astrology and then weird fucked up things and also hottiez (not uncommon) and apparently i can't write any songs about any of these things (we already have too many songs about hottiez)
→ i am doing pretty badly in my liberal arts classes because all i care about is making photographs and playing shows and hanging out and probably smoking too many cigarettes
→ i am back on the rum & coke train and man, it is great but also expensive
→ we moved into a new house and i kind of hate not living on 26th and lyndale and having everything be within 1/2 a block of me but also it is probably healthy to have a change like this but i still haven't unpacked and feel crazy because my room is just a clothing wasteland and i have nothing i need readily available
→ waa waa

095

2009-04-17T15:13:00.003-05:00

a few scans of the last pocketknife show

094

2009-04-15T20:25:00.003-05:00

oh boy u so fyne

093

2009-03-21T19:38:00.004-05:00

corrie put a bead on my dreadlock last night. i was the grossest person ever for about an hour and then i had to take a shower and it wasn't in there too well anyway, so i took it out.

092

2009-02-24T10:29:00.003-06:00

some new max

091

2009-02-17T20:35:00.003-06:00

oh hay hugh laurie, you better believe if i was annie lennox i wouldn't push you away!

090

2009-02-13T19:59:00.003-06:00

i am so close to hating everything that i can taste it!

089

2009-02-09T19:50:00.005-06:00

i am so crushing on young harvey keitel right now. after watching clips of "who's that knocking at my door" in class today, i can't get enough.

which transitions us into how totally fine young robert de niro is, specifically in "taxi driver" (which i recently saw for the first time??!). oh la la.

088

2009-02-04T19:30:00.005-06:00

every word that began with a "c" on the white board in room three-two-oh at the minneapolis college of art & design at 7:23pm on february fourth two thousand and nine

confession
culture
culture
culture
culture
canon
classes
commercial
colonized
control
conformity
context
commentary
criticism
criticism
criticism
criticism
communication
capitalism
critical
culture
cultural

087

2009-02-03T01:45:00.003-06:00

lyfe rulez

086

2009-01-29T14:26:00.003-06:00

085

2009-01-26T22:21:00.005-06:00

jillian & i discovered the CRUNCHBEAST tonight

here i am eating the "bea" of "beast"
this means i'm bored, right?

084

2009-01-26T16:19:00.003-06:00

hi welcome to my foreclosed home!
thnx 4 nuthin landlord

083

2009-01-17T01:48:00.003-06:00

when you search "astrology 2009" and begin to almost type in "virgo", you quickly realize that it is not a common google search because it doesn't show up as one of the first few, but then doesn't even show up at all once you begin typing that "v". this is probably because virgos are not at all interested in predictions for the future. i guess it is the scorpio ascendent coming out in me.

obviously, i am back on the astrology boat, though i never really got off of it.
also i played an intense game of kill/fuck/marry tonight also winter break is nearly over also tomorrow i am supposed to see hannah glusenkamp in what has maybe been a year also i have drank more beer in the past month than i did all of 2008 also our house is the closest to collapsing in on itself it has ever been (minus the 75% gas leak, but that was before i lived here) but it is okay because it is getting foreclosed on sunday the 18th (tomorrow) also we still have what is probably at least another 60 days in this house before we are forced out also i became addicted to diet coke by accident also i am listening to tony orlando right now what has happened to me?

082

2009-01-07T21:40:00.003-06:00

semi disguised hardland/heartland tshirt & bangs verging on crazy

hello winter break never end i am not ready to start again only to finish too soon
now it is time to make 5lbs of spaghetti with people i love now & forever

081

2008-12-26T23:15:00.003-06:00

there's been an animal crossing epidemic at the pocketknife, but these are the things i have fallen in love with during the internet breaks

080

2008-12-23T16:21:00.005-06:00

MAN/BOY
what was my large format final

also, www.elizabethelton.com exists now.

079

2008-12-13T19:21:00.005-06:00

things said to me during psychic saturday at the eye of horus:
(meaning, the two tarot readings and one psychic reading i had today)

- there is chaos and drama all around me and i need to find time to relax
- someday there will be calm in my life, but it is 2.5+ years from now and it is going to be really, really difficult to attain
- i am currently in a work/school situation where there are a lot of mindgames, backstabbing, and manipulation happening.
- i apparently find the manipulative actions of others to be hurtful and mean, so i get really frustrated and go a little crazy
- i am very upfront with people and i often times see things as an all or nothing situation
- i was in a unhealthy/messy relationship situation, but there is something much better out there for me
- there is a future for me, that will be rewarding in some way, whether financially or mentally/emotionally
- i have begun to deal with my personal problems and i am soon going to be in a much better state of mind
- i have many opportunities for romantic relationships, though i am hesitant
- i should apparently look at school for future romantic relationships because i need someone who is very intellectual and introspective

i suppose this was all worth my $15 and 2 hours?
now i just want a more detailed tarot reading, as well as some sort of meeting with an astrologer, since for some reason i have a better time believing/understanding/fathoming astrology than tarot readings/psychics.

078

2008-12-11T23:54:00.004-06:00

today gordon bought uriah heep's "the magician's birthday" from 1972.

also, taylor made a grilled cheese sandwich and listened to the flaming lips, which was kind of funny for some reason.

i broke one of my favorite plates.

077

2008-11-18T23:28:00.004-06:00

chatting with amalia

also cutest youtube screenshot, everrrrrrr

076

2008-11-08T00:56:00.003-06:00

RECENTLY

stick this one out if you can. it gets EVEN BETTER around 3:15. i love beyonce so much. what the fuck.

i love a good baby sloth video. who doesn't?!!
APPARENTLY I JUST LOVE EVERYTHING TONIGHT.

075

2008-11-05T02:05:00.005-06:00

HELL YES
hanging out at castle greyskull all night
getting emotional with everyone
feeling craycray (whut up whitney)
loving this
giant party at 26th & lyndale
dance party outside treehouse (video soon)
two (maybe three) people arrested for directing traffic with obama signs
greatest night everrrrrrr
giant crit tomorrow in large format

who cares?! this is too good

come on al franken, you got this in you

REPRESENTING

074

2008-10-21T17:03:00.004-05:00

recent happenings:

black & white ball

abi chase's birthday party

saturday afternoon fall picnic by the river

everything is beautiful

073

2008-10-20T03:00:00.010-05:00

last saturday, abi & ben & myself went to the walker at 7am to see the museo aero solar. it was beautiful. we almost wussed out and didn't go inside. i am so happy we changed our minds.

072

2008-10-10T01:02:00.004-05:00

recently:
→ hanging out with amalia in the student center listening to the boss, missing monica
→ drinking schlitz at the cc club with ben & whoever we choose as worthy to join us
→ hanging out with the bean (sissy, laura's cat) and feeding her while laura is on tour, missing laura
→ stressing out about making a book for jody williams
→ being a little bit crazy in a way that i am okay with
→ feeling like i am neglecting scout growing mountain because i am not home as much as i am in the summer
→ wearing all black, all the time
→ hardly eating, smoking to compensate

healthy living yeah yeah!

071

2008-10-01T02:20:00.003-05:00

WHOOPS

070

2008-09-29T13:19:00.007-05:00

sweden is where it's at

this weekend was perfect: stayed up for 38 hours, drank free beer, ate twice at hard times, and all with new friends who i miss since they went back to sweden yesterday.

detektivbyrån/kitten forever tour someday!

069

2008-09-22T22:11:00.003-05:00

i was going to make a joke about this being post #069, but have decided against it
recent photoboothing:

party on

068

2008-09-19T12:38:00.004-05:00

dear president

067

2008-09-03T20:05:00.002-05:00

first 4x5 polaroid, first 4x5 ever

066

2008-08-28T20:26:00.006-05:00

remember how i am part of a library? i didn't.

mcad is back in session & i am trying to feel the same way.

065

2008-08-24T12:19:00.002-05:00

RIGHT?

DREAM ON, LIZ ELTON.

064

2008-08-14T15:56:00.005-05:00

fake chicken patties are back at the loon
i haven't gotten dressed yet today and it's 3:56pm
smoking too many cigarettes and waiting around for something to happen that will never happen
scout is back at the pocketknife and becoming bros with geodude
hoping the house doesn't sell soon
need to wash my hair and become a real girl or whatever that means

063

2008-08-09T19:59:00.003-05:00

i am home now, back in mpls in my bed, but here are the last few tour diaries

062

2008-08-06T13:19:00.002-05:00

061

2008-08-01T02:46:00.004-05:00

chicago, grand rapids, & everything inbetween

new tour diary soonz

060

2008-07-29T17:41:00.004-05:00

we are on tour! these are the videos so far!

059

2008-07-27T20:03:00.005-05:00

recent additions to the honest text message list, some new, some that are old that i have wanted to send multiple brutally honest text messages to:

i am so excited for you.
what are you doing right now? why are you acting like this? why NOW?
you are too cute & totally rule, let's make out.
you started to suck in the past year, BUMMER, right?
chill out, calm down, you'll be fine.
i wish you would come on tour with us, like you said you would.
thanks for everything, also i stole one of your business cards.
WHOA, you are crazy, which is the most charming thing about you.
don't ever come back, i like it better when you're gone.
if i were drunk enough in the right place at the right time, i would kiss you.

thanks for letting me be partially anonymously honest, internet.

(also, i just looked at the original honest text message list to try to figure some of them out and HOLY CRAP there are so many new numbers in my phone that i feel like i might have to do the whole thing all over again. soon.)

058

2008-07-21T03:05:00.006-05:00

i somehow never got around to getting these on the internet

057

2008-07-14T21:32:00.002-05:00

as i have said before, this is what happens when you try to walk your bike, hold a 32oz. iced tea, and smoke a cigarette all while crossing 26th street. what the fuck, right?

(also, i have heard from people who have seen it in real life and in photograph that it looks way worse in person. so, imagine this about ten times worse.)

056

2008-06-12T01:47:00.006-05:00

tonight monica, amalia, jenny, lauren, and myself went to the GLOW IN THE DARK TOUR. it was the greatest night i have ever had in the target center, which may or may not be saying a lot.

NERD:
- double drummers!
- onstage dance party with kanye dressed as a storm trooper and rihanna as a jabberwocki
- white stripes cover!
- ladies on stage and pharrell taking off his clothes, kind of

RIHANNA:
- sweet ass fucking clothes
- covered m.i.a. AND lauren hill

KANYE:
- stopped the entire show & got some kid kicked out for throwing shit on stage, within the first ten minutes

- said "i just need some pussy!" and then had some fiiiiine gold ladies who's virtual butts-n-tits he touched on a screen during "golddigger"
- "all falls down", hands down
- had a really ultra dramatic pause before "hey mama"
- sweet smoke, pyrotechnics, and really badass projections and video screens
- kanye declared that he was malcolm x, as well as martin luther king - both things i yelled "FUCK YEAH" to

in general, it was amazing. some dude got escorted out and got everyone to cheer for him. i almost fell over the railing in front of our seats a few times. lupe fiasco was also amazing, but i missed half his set, including "kick, push", which is clearly the best song ever, so that was DISAPPOINTING. ummmmmmmm i bought a $5 non-glossy, non-impressive 8x10 of kanye, which is sweet and is now hanging next to my mirror in my bedroom. he looks fiiiiine. it is also apparently his myspace picture, which makes it even funnier.

http://www.myspace.com/kanyewest

OKAY THANK YOU KANYE YOU ARE MALCOLM X AND THAT IS COOL AS HELL

055

2008-05-26T16:37:00.001-05:00

BIG PIMPIN'

054

2008-05-22T19:51:00.002-05:00

summer so far

053

2008-05-05T00:59:00.006-05:00

a weird video i made for an online class, made from clips used for a media ii project, where they were randomized and were way more cool.

052

2008-04-26T13:48:00.003-05:00

for A. Chase:

beat that, rico suave

051

2008-04-24T13:29:00.004-05:00

in honor of this amazing, beautiful discovery, i present to you, my current favorite youtube videos

and, as always:

oh & this too:

050

2008-04-18T01:42:00.004-05:00

happy 50th post, blog
also, i have been listening to THIS AMERICAN LIFE all day and now i am watching season one of the show because amalia (SHOUT OUT!) owns it & loaned it to me
also, ira glass is hot & i almost don't care that he broke lynda barry's heart, or was a jerk, or whatever
also, i cleaned my room! kind of!

049

2008-04-17T18:19:00.006-05:00

chicago, april 10th through the 12th
it was the trip of petty crime & bad words!!

1. huck's three barfs before we left
2. corrie eats subway
3. whybefat101.com
4. jillian & one of claudia's giant black cats sleep together
5. donovan at veggie bite
6. jillian & one of claudia's giant black cats hang out
7. pizza party with claudia, her mother, donovan, kean, & jillian
8. donovan looks horrifying at claudia's opening
9. sam in front of the food & claudia's prints
10. WAR!
11. the office & cigarettes in donovan's bedroom
12. jillian & corrie at perkins in janesville, wi
13. hobby lobby in janesville, wi
14. fireworks
15. snicker dog

048

2008-04-16T01:07:00.003-05:00

1. my room is a mess.
2. today was the mcad earth fair which was okay, but had a totally sweet flyer made for it. also LOG played, which was kind of a joke.
3. realized i have two giant things due tomorrow.
4. have been spending a lot of time outside trying to remember what it is like to be in the sun.
5. went to chicago this weekend, stayed up until 5:15am watching youtube with donovan, sam, and jillian.
6. had my junior review last week, passed.
7. i am playing two shows on saturday, which is kind of funny, maybe?
8. having weird dreams all the time (making out, accents, drinking beers, etc) and trying to stay asleep to stay in them.
9. scout has a weird cut on his chin, probably from some intense fight with the other cat.

047

2008-03-26T00:52:00.004-05:00

honest things i wish i could say to five people's faces:

1a. "when did you get so fucking dumb?"
1b. "you have become even more dumb."
2a. "i understand that you hang out with total morons now. what's that about?"
2b. "i can't believe the shit you're doing now."
3. "i really wish i still wanted to get with you, but i just can't even fathom it."
4a. "you are so fine."
4b. "do you want to hang out (alone, together) sometime?"
5. "you will be missed."

046

2008-03-13T13:48:00.004-05:00

RIGHT NOW
- trying to Get Shit Done
- watching martha stewart
- jamba juice addiction
- still crushin on you
- 45˚ and sunny
- trying to make a book for k. wirth
- my windows are open wide, i'm not wearing socks
- want to spend tonight smoking outdoors forever
- hanging out with scout, who is meowing all over the place
- taylor is sick with a 100.5˚ temperature!
- thinking about the plant i left in my studio last night
- wearing all black

martha stewart just said "it's all about design."
amen, sister.

045

2008-02-29T21:25:00.003-06:00

JUNE 11TH, 2008

044

2008-02-27T00:19:00.005-06:00

BLASTULA is me, corrie, and jillian. we all play drums, bass, and sing. BLASTULA is the second installment of MOMCORE, our initiative to start a new band every month and write and record a thirty minute album in three hours. KELEN HELLER was january's installment, which consisted of fifteen minutes of lullabys and fifteen minutes of wake up songs.

043

2008-02-24T16:01:00.003-06:00

I HAVE BEEN TOO SICK
log cd release was on friday, i was going through some weird i-want-to-barf-all-the-time-but-i'm-not-eating-so-there-is-nothing-to-barf thing.

AND NOW! i have this insane cold! i can hardly talk! and log has the panels without borders (thanks, ed!) show on friday. oh crap.

042

2008-02-18T13:38:00.004-06:00

overly sensitive photographs of myself

041

2008-02-16T02:47:00.004-06:00

everything i did today:
- woke up at 9:04am, hit the "give me five more minutes" button on my phone three times
- really got out of bed at 9:19am
- brushed my teeth, got dressed
- corrie dropped me off at mcad on her way to mctc, arrived around 10am
- worked in my studio on a list of 300 words for gd1
- met up with abi chase, sat around in the student center
- abi & i signed up for junior review time slots (april 7th, 11:30am)
- smoked one cigarette with abi on the smoking deck
- printed 25 crappy photos for reference stuff for gd1
- met up with amalia
- ate a grilled cheese (provolone on wheat) with fries and xxx vitamin water, took 2 enzymes
- sat around, discussed how we saw "step up 2: the streets" the night before
- smoked one cigarette with abi on the smoking deck
- went to class, gd1 with kindra
- kindra was sick, class only went until 2:30pm
- worked in the student center for a bit, collecting "visual research"
- ran into jack, sat around together
- met up with lauren, sat around with her and jack
- met up with abi and smoked one cigarette on the smoking deck
- abi drove me home in her fancy rental car
- hung out with taylor in the office area at home and talked about bands
- talked to laura for a bit
- sat on the couch with scout for awhile
- made quorn nuggets and had a cupcake with them
- watched the last episode in season 3 of the l word
- watched scout actually utilize the house that taylor made him for xmas, he napped in it
- taylor, laura, and rob left to play a show in northfield and left me alone
- got ready, changed clothes
- max and deanna picked me up around 7:30pm
- smoked one cigarette in the car
- drove to stasiu's in northeast for the weird troma show
- got into stasiu's for free
- shared a ridiculously expensive pitcher of summit
- smoked one cigarette outside with deanna
- watched a lame pie eating contest
- watched two weird kind of bands, one downstairs and one upstairs
- smoked one cigarette in the car with deanna
- more people showed up, sat at table with everyone while they drank and i watched
- texted back and forth with corrie for awhile
- smoked one cigarette outside alone while i talked to corrie on the phone about a conversation we need to have later
- drank pbr in a bottle (sick) that deanna bought me
- smoked one cigarette outside with deanna
- unicorn basement played upstairs
- sat near the bar downstairs with deanna
- deanna and i were bought beers by two creepy dudes who wanted us to watch their beers while the smoked
- talked to a guy with a broken leg named aaron (not eric, and with two a's, not an e) who happened to know the two creepy guys
- the two creepy guys came back and i told them that deanna is a window washer and she broke her arm falling off a building, also she convinced them that her name was topenga
- didn't drink the beer the dudes bought me because i was convinced it was roofied
- creepy guy drank my beer instead
- went upstairs to watch gay witch abortion instead of hanging out with the creeps and their friend with the broken leg
- smoked one cigarette in the car with deanna
- saw and talked to evan husney, who i went to high school with, who apparently had a part in setting up the show
- helped max load up while deanna went to get paid
- smoked one cigarette with max outside while we waited for deanna
- left stasiu's and drove home
- got dropped off in the alley and came upstairs to check the internet and go to bed

tomorrow will be even more riviting

040

2008-02-14T19:46:00.005-06:00

this song was written about me
this is about my life

anyway, tonight's plans include reading comics that i don't want to read and smelling the food other people are cooking together

039

2008-02-13T01:24:00.005-06:00

HEY I AM NEVER HERE ANYMORE BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS OVER AT "I MIGHT BE IN LOVE WITH YOU", MY BLOG FOR ONLINE CLASS.

ALSO MY HOUSE SMELLS LIKE BURNING SAGE AND I'M GOING TO KILL SOMEONE BECAUSE OF IT.

BRB I PROMISE

038

2008-02-05T18:57:00.003-06:00

me, abi, and amalia went to the art shantys this weekend!

037

2008-01-25T16:36:00.003-06:00

hey i've got a

on you

036

2008-01-20T14:40:00.002-06:00

035

2008-01-09T18:43:00.003-06:00

034

2007-12-30T19:15:00.003-06:00

hudson bowl

034

2007-12-25T22:31:00.001-06:00

INVENTORY:
underwear (x3)(parents)
vintage coinpurse (mother)
pilot precise v5 pens (black)(x2)(parents)
mead mini memo notebooks (x3)(parents)
dark chocolate orange (father)
anis nin, house of incest (mother)
radio k coffee mug (father)
box of milk chocolates (father)
jelly bellys, 40 flavor box (parents)
hand job by mike perry (mother)
superbad on dvd (parents)
fur on dvd (parents)
the waitress on dvd (parents)
hairspray on dvd (parents)
wallet
the replacements: all over but the shouting (mother)
plastic organizational boxes (mother)
martha stewart collection at michael's (mother)
- light blue portfolio
- large stamp kit
- small stamp kit
- stamp fonts (x2)
- bandana paper
hello kitty pen & paper (mother)
smart wool socks (kathy)
$25 target gift card (mary ellen)
$25 check (kathy)
$20 check (anne marie)
nylon magazine subscription (brother)
teen vogue subscription (mother)
2008 planner (mother)
the gossip, movement (laura)
sugar cookies (laura)
pocketknife (laura)
thimble tote bag (corrie)
floral silk scarf (corrie)
baby's first record (corrie)
ghost on vhs (corrie)
now & then on vhs (corrie)
cigarettes (x2)(corrie)
orange glass jar (corrie)
polaroid film (x2)(taylor)
hello kitty candy (taylor)
playgirl morning workout on vhs (taylor)
christmas record (rob)
handmade ornament (jaime)
scout ornament (jack)
insane coloring book (jack)

033

2007-12-22T17:15:00.001-06:00

get wild

032

2007-12-11T21:48:00.002-06:00

i really want to watch movies that make me cry
i really want to become better friends with a few people
i really want to lay in a field and smoke a pack of cigarettes
i really want to take photographs of people with their mouth open a little bit
i really want to laugh until i pee my pants
i really want to have another body in my bed
i really want to be called "girl"
i really want to smell like nag champa all the time
i really want to write songs about everything
i really want to go on tour with my real band
i really want to crochet everything

031

2007-12-10T17:59:00.001-06:00

030

2007-12-09T22:44:00.003-06:00

028

2007-12-05T17:02:00.003-06:00

027

2007-12-04T21:20:00.002-06:00

026

2007-12-03T15:52:00.002-06:00

CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT:
01. haircuts i have had since 2004
02. how to plan a good party
03. going away
04. the color ORANGE
05. lazer beam baby eyes
06. beards
07. the ultimate common cold
08. medium format
09. december 16th, 2007
10. parallel lives
11. bodynaut
12. chris crean
13. being proactive

025

2007-12-01T14:27:00.002-06:00

i love you, andrew wk

024

2007-11-29T12:59:00.003-06:00

023

2007-11-28T01:58:00.001-06:00

everything i did today
- woke up late
- internetted
- rode in corrie's car to the mall of america
- smoked two cigarettes on the way
- went to urban outfitters, h&m, t-mobile, and old navy
- ate at villa pizza in the food court, took two enzymes
- ate some cookie dough niblets from dairy queen
- left the mall, smoked one cigarette on the way
- cleaned my room half way (didn't finish the clothes)
- got dropped off at mcad
- printed photos of jillian in the dpl from 5-6:30
- met up with jack
- jack & i hung out with jenny in computer support
- went to watch "helvetica", but really just did work on my computer
- walked to jack's, smoked one cigarette on the way
- hung out with jack & jillian
- ate an everything bagel with garden veggie cream cheese, took two enzymes
- drank orange juice
- relived the episode of "intervention" that the three of us watched the night before
- watched a little bit of e! with jack
- got bike, which had been left outside jack & jillian's the night before
- biked home
- said hello to corrie & laura
- hung out for awhile in my room while corrie burned a cd on my computer
- taylor got home & hung out in my room and talked about his scalp problems
- was eventually left alone
- currently thinking about going to take a shower & wash my hair
- will probably fall asleep watching "arrested development"

022

2007-11-27T19:32:00.004-06:00

i photographed jillian for lighting class

021

2007-11-16T09:59:00.001-06:00

going to madison, brb

020

2007-11-11T13:27:00.004-06:00

019

2007-11-03T00:13:00.001-05:00

HONEST TEXT MESSAGES THAT I WISH I COULD SEND, BUT AM NOT ABLE TO BECAUSE I DO NOT HAVE THE APPROPRIATE PHONE NUMBERS:
- today i realized that i actually have a huge crush on you and for some reason i never noticed it until just over twelve hours ago?
- i wish i didn't feel like i needed an excuse to talk to you & i wish you could get a cluuuue

018

2007-10-26T04:44:00.001-05:00

HONEST TEXT MESSAGES, AS PREVIOUSLY MENTIONED:
- i wish i could be with you in egypt
- you sometimes drive me completely insane but sometimes i like that
- you scare the crap out of me because i think you actually know what you are doing
- i kind of like your band, but you are too weird to associate with
- remember how i was in love with you for too long? remember how you were probably in love with me too? what is wrong with us?
- i wish you could be happier
- you are in the best relationship of anyone i know and i wish you weren't so goddamn busy all the time
- go to hell or seattle, i don't really care anymore
- i always joke that i am in love with you. i'm not.
- apparently you owe me a favor, but i think you've made it up to me multiple times
- we have a totally healthy relationship, which is really great and lame. i wish you were in minneapolis all the time.
- you look disgusting, start taking care of yourself
- i love that you are a chubby chaser and everyone knows it
- stop doing drugs and go back to school
- come back to minneapolis and bring that boyfriend of yours with, move in with me
- i should tell you that i love you more because you deserve it
- you are too hot for life, i can't handle it at all
- i'm glad we are hanging out a lot right now and that our friendship has been getting really weird. i'm into that.
- break up with that creepy christian guy, he's only going to fuck you up
- you look like a manniquen, that's weird and cool
- i wish you could pull yourself together
- you are the most insane person i know, which is a hard thing to be
- i have a baby sized crush on you, which i am totally fine with
- you make some of the worst decisions of anyone i know but somehow everything always works out for you
- i am glad you are getting the help you need
- i can't believe you are living in roseville, i can't believe you are happy right now
- you are my favorite restraunt right now, which is why i have you saved in my phone
- i miss you
- it is lame that you moved back to texas and didn't come visit me before you left
- for awhile i wanted to watch you sleep and now i'm really happy that never happened
- you should work on not being so busy all the time but you are going to be amazing. you are amazing.
- you have cute cats and you pay me really well to house sit for you
- how did we become such good friends? sometimes i feel like i am obsessed with you.
- you are the most photogenic person i know
- i wish i saw you every day
- it's too bad everything fell apart when it did, but i think things are working out well now
- we should've kissed
- thanks for mowing our lawn & i wish you did it more so i had an excuse to see you
- you might be really crazy
- you are really cute
- i feel like your life must really suck
- you are one of the most passive aggressive people i know
- thanks for everything
- whoa, you are too great
- stop being crazy & start living
- you are my best friend and that is funny and embarrassing to say
- i wish i had known you were an alcoholic before i drunk dialed you
- i'm sorry that i scare the crap out of you
- pull it together
- i wish i knew all about you
- you are a bad photographer in a really bizarre way
- i hope you had fun on your spiritual journey, asshole
- move back to minneapolis, stop trying to find love, and work on making yourself happy
- you put yourself in terrible situations that you don't need to be involved in
- i feel disgusting that i ever had a crush on you, i can't stand you at all
- you are a huge jerk, but i get where you are coming from
- i think you might be the nicest person of all time
- i wish you wouldn't get that surgery, but i think you are making the best decision
- i'm not totally sure where you are coming from all the time, but i guess i like you more than i let on
- i cannot believe a band like yours exists
- your life must be totally insane, which is terrible and you don't deserve it
- you make the best decisions of anyone i know and you are so terribly pulled together it makes me feel crazy
- you have the greatest, weirdest body of all time and i am overly obsessed with it
- i'm sorry that our shit got fucked up and hopefully your mental health is good and i still love you a little too much
- get fat again
- you are too funny and i flirt with you too much
- you are an asshole. stop fucking with my friend.

017

2007-10-25T13:47:00.002-05:00

EXPERIMENTS:
- writing scripts that could take place when telling someone how i feel about them, the positive and the negative
- possibly having two people act out these scripts
- draw the faces of these people from memory. try to figure out why i might remember them the way i do.
- things i associate with crushes and WHY or WHAT these things mean.
- writing a blurb about the 15 people i feel most comfortable thinking about. who they are to me, what that means.

016

2007-10-17T03:05:00.002-05:00

015

2007-10-10T00:54:00.001-05:00

this probably doesn't make any sense

014

2007-10-06T02:26:00.001-05:00

the crush map has a new permanent residence
conveniently located & fully editable