106

the joys of being sick


fevers!


gross tea!


feeling deceivingly better!


inhalers!
(& a night in the safety of a mother & father's home)

thanks bronchitis!

104

01. okay, majorly crushin (duh what's new?)
02. trying to really get myself into things and make work make work make work
03. counting days, counting hours
04. recent flare-up of the shopping addiction i am trying to shake
05. catching up, trying to remember, not wanting to forget
06. wishing i hadn't hated arizona so much
07. making lists of things i should do but never will do
08. laying in bed with the cat, sleeping in too late
09. being a hypochondriac (as usual)

101

RIP JOHNNY CASTLE LUV U FOREVER
NOBODY PUTS P.S. IN THE CORNER

096

recently
→ kitten forever is recording for our 7" in 4 days and i still have to write lyrics to three songs, which is terrifying because all i can think about is astrology and then weird fucked up things and also hottiez (not uncommon) and apparently i can't write any songs about any of these things (we already have too many songs about hottiez)
→ i am doing pretty badly in my liberal arts classes because all i care about is making photographs and playing shows and hanging out and probably smoking too many cigarettes
→ i am back on the rum & coke train and man, it is great but also expensive
→ we moved into a new house and i kind of hate not living on 26th and lyndale and having everything be within 1/2 a block of me but also it is probably healthy to have a change like this but i still haven't unpacked and feel crazy because my room is just a clothing wasteland and i have nothing i need readily available
→ waa waa

090

i am so close to hating everything that i can taste it!

088

every word that began with a "c" on the white board in room three-two-oh at the minneapolis college of art & design at 7:23pm on february fourth two thousand and nine

confession
culture
culture
culture
culture
canon
classes
commercial
colonized
control
conformity
context
commentary
criticism
criticism
criticism
criticism
communication
capitalism
critical
culture
cultural

084

hi welcome to my foreclosed home!
thnx 4 nuthin landlord

083

when you search "astrology 2009" and begin to almost type in "virgo", you quickly realize that it is not a common google search because it doesn't show up as one of the first few, but then doesn't even show up at all once you begin typing that "v". this is probably because virgos are not at all interested in predictions for the future. i guess it is the scorpio ascendent coming out in me.



obviously, i am back on the astrology boat, though i never really got off of it.
also i played an intense game of kill/fuck/marry tonight also winter break is nearly over also tomorrow i am supposed to see hannah glusenkamp in what has maybe been a year also i have drank more beer in the past month than i did all of 2008 also our house is the closest to collapsing in on itself it has ever been (minus the 75% gas leak, but that was before i lived here) but it is okay because it is getting foreclosed on sunday the 18th (tomorrow) also we still have what is probably at least another 60 days in this house before we are forced out also i became addicted to diet coke by accident also i am listening to tony orlando right now what has happened to me?

082

semi disguised hardland/heartland tshirt & bangs verging on crazy




hello winter break never end i am not ready to start again only to finish too soon
now it is time to make 5lbs of spaghetti with people i love now & forever

072

recently:
→ hanging out with amalia in the student center listening to the boss, missing monica
→ drinking schlitz at the cc club with ben & whoever we choose as worthy to join us
→ hanging out with the bean (sissy, laura's cat) and feeding her while laura is on tour, missing laura
→ stressing out about making a book for jody williams
→ being a little bit crazy in a way that i am okay with
→ feeling like i am neglecting scout growing mountain because i am not home as much as i am in the summer
→ wearing all black, all the time
→ hardly eating, smoking to compensate

healthy living yeah yeah!

071

WHOOPS

070

sweden is where it's at



this weekend was perfect: stayed up for 38 hours, drank free beer, ate twice at hard times, and all with new friends who i miss since they went back to sweden yesterday.

detektivbyrån/kitten forever tour someday!

065

RIGHT?





DREAM ON, LIZ ELTON.

064

fake chicken patties are back at the loon
i haven't gotten dressed yet today and it's 3:56pm
smoking too many cigarettes and waiting around for something to happen that will never happen
scout is back at the pocketknife and becoming bros with geodude
hoping the house doesn't sell soon
need to wash my hair and become a real girl or whatever that means

057

as i have said before, this is what happens when you try to walk your bike, hold a 32oz. iced tea, and smoke a cigarette all while crossing 26th street. what the fuck, right?

(also, i have heard from people who have seen it in real life and in photograph that it looks way worse in person. so, imagine this about ten times worse.)

043

I HAVE BEEN TOO SICK
log cd release was on friday, i was going through some weird i-want-to-barf-all-the-time-but-i'm-not-eating-so-there-is-nothing-to-barf thing.

AND NOW! i have this insane cold! i can hardly talk! and log has the panels without borders (thanks, ed!) show on friday. oh crap.

040

this song was written about me
this is about my life



anyway, tonight's plans include reading comics that i don't want to read and smelling the food other people are cooking together

039

HEY I AM NEVER HERE ANYMORE BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS OVER AT "I MIGHT BE IN LOVE WITH YOU", MY BLOG FOR ONLINE CLASS.

ALSO MY HOUSE SMELLS LIKE BURNING SAGE AND I'M GOING TO KILL SOMEONE BECAUSE OF IT.

BRB I PROMISE

037

hey i've got a







on you

019

HONEST TEXT MESSAGES THAT I WISH I COULD SEND, BUT AM NOT ABLE TO BECAUSE I DO NOT HAVE THE APPROPRIATE PHONE NUMBERS:
- today i realized that i actually have a huge crush on you and for some reason i never noticed it until just over twelve hours ago?
- i wish i didn't feel like i needed an excuse to talk to you & i wish you could get a cluuuue